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2qewl4u · 27-03-2011, 10:06 PM

Yeah.
That sucks. I'm in the same situation. I finish school next week and I will have nothing to do until September which will be VERY boring. All my friends are in uni and they come back home at 7 pm so noone ever feels like going out. EXCEPT ME.

Cassie · 27-03-2011, 10:09 PM

Now I'll bring out my caring side, which is safe to say I didn't inherit from my mother (despite my fanspaz this weekend, I've also contracted a cold + cough + headache + sore throat + blocked ears + tooth ache, which needless to say hasn't been fun) and she hasn't even asked me if I was okay, YET AGAIN. *rolleyes* My mum's a nurse, peoples. A NURSE, for crying out loud. *stalks off*

First off, your summer holidays are messed up.
The fact that they have different holidays for the summer where you all get split up, leaving some of you at school and some not is just absurd. I don't really get it.

So that's separating you from your friends, and when you feel out of touch with them, you feel a bit out of touch with everything. One time I was ill for 3 weeks, really ill, this is back when I wasn't posting here some months ago, but I didn't go to college for two of those weeks and I didn't text or call anyone or even talk to anyone online. I felt total obscure from the world, when I got back to college I felt like I had missed out on everything and I felt bad for not texting anyone, but I was pretty sick and even when I was getting better I ended up feeling like I couldn't be arsed with things. -_-

I kind of get the vibe you're getting the same feeling, because you're not getting out enough or seeing your friends enough. :\ You're going a bit stir crazy, I picked that up a few days ago though. xD

It's okay *hugs Steven* Just chill your mind out. Get outside tomorrow, on your own or with friends, whatever. I actually love going shopping (well, window shopping in my case) on my own. I can't stand shopping with other people, it drives me crazy. You need to get some fresh air though.

On a random, nonsensical note, my friend just made me listen to that Jessie J song, the dude one.
Um, WTF.
This is what people listen to, on top of Gaga(sorry Mike, I love you really)?
*cries in fetal position*

serp3821 · (This post was last modified: 27-03-2011 10:21 PM by serp3821.)

That sucks! I wanna go out but I don't know where!

2qewl4u · 27-03-2011, 10:16 PM

The reason most of my friends are in uni now is cause our stupid government (old one) gave us permission to go to uni after just 2 years of highschool, so of course some people jumped at the chance and everyone just sort of jumped on the bandwagon which totally ruined senior year. I however couldn't go to uni (not that I wanted to but I didn't want to be left behind either) cause I only had 6 OLevel's, an ALevel and an AS. You have to have atleast 7 Olevel's to go to uni.

serp3821 · 27-03-2011, 10:21 PM

Thanks Cassie for the support. I really need to go out and breathe some fresh air.
That part about some of us being in school and others no is ending this year after I graduate. So everyone except my class (which will graduate) will get summer holidays. Anyway, education in America suck so Tongue

I plan to make this summer eventful. I'll be get by car by summer time and I plan to go somewhere with friends or something. I hate shopping with people too. It's so annoying when my mother has to go to. EVERY. SHOP. IN. THE SHOPPING. CENTRE. I always tell her to shop alone. When I go, I get what I need & then I go home.

I'm just tired of seeing the four corners of my bedroom to be honest. My mother has been telling me to go out and do something but she understands the situation that I am in. I have really no other place to go. My friends are in school doing some holidays classes that they need to take. I need to attend to some Advanced English meetings as well to prepare for some test, which, I will not be taking. I have the dates and we have to take this poetic terms exams which I can't be bothered to study because it's pointless to me.

My family is so inconsiderate (I wanted to say the f word). They're always doing something this weekend yet they don't invite me at all and if I call one of my aunts, they never answer their funking phones! Just, no. I don't wanna talk about the disaster that's currently happening in my family.

2qewl4u · 27-03-2011, 10:27 PM

That sucks about your family not inviting you. ):<
I still wanna know who the guy in your signature is Tongue

serp3821 · (This post was last modified: 27-03-2011 10:50 PM by serp3821.)

LOL. It's no one.

I remember that I wanted to have a lot of posts. I remember those cool pictures that showed what you were like 'chatter box' and 'posting wizard'. I miss those a lot.

Btw, check out my tumblr: http://ninjasoraus.tumblr.com/
lmao. i love it & I'm bragging about it.

I was about to post this on Facebook but I don't know if I should:

"I'm seriously in the mood of packing my stuff & leaving this poo hole. I'm tired of all the fiddlesticks & flapdoodle in my life, school, cocky people, retards, family, and etc. I want to go somewhere where nobody knows who I am and I can start new again with my life. Sorry for letting this out here.:

Cassie · 27-03-2011, 11:13 PM

Seems like you're beginning to feel like I do.
When free-spirits get trapped, particularly in a bad place for them, the result isn't good.
I went through severe depression some years ago, which this forum was unlucky enough to see develop, so I know all about it. Not sure you're at that stage yet, unless you're cutting yourself and I don't know about it.

I'm embarrassed by some of the things I posted back then, but you have to remember I was 14/15 and tell you the truth? My life was effed, I can't sugar-coat it and pretend like I didn't have a legit reason to be how I was, but I am sincerely sorry if I got on your nerves or brought your down. Honestly, you didn't get the worst of it. It got worse...

My life isn't great now, but it's BETTER, and I'm still learning to handle things better. My depression ended when school ended, mostly. When the effects of what my step-dad did mellowed out for me a little. When I found out we weren't homeless. Half of that depression was anorexia and bulimia, which I am neither of anymore, physically at least. Mentally, I cry over my body every single day, it's not something that goes away. :\ Remember ages ago how I said I was dieting, eating like a couple bowl of oats and a banana a day? Then I stuffed my face like a few days later. That was my usual diet. Starve and then stuff myself, rinse and repeat, rinse and repeat. That is really emotionally screwy.

I don't think you're at the stage I was yet. I say don't let yourself sink too deep, even if it doesn't seem that serious to you right now, things can escalate out of your control.

I don't want you to be sad, Steven. Think of all the positives you've got and hold onto them tightly. (:

^^ This has to cheer anyone up. ANYONE, I tell ya. Wink

serp3821 · 27-03-2011, 11:19 PM

Well I am not cutting myself. I don't want that at all. I'll ruin my body and I don't want physical damages. Neither do I want to kill myself because if I do kill myself, I won't be able to do the things that I want to do.

I know that once high school ends, all the drama will end. Just tired of my shitty school.
Also the fact that my family are a bunch of stupid groovy funkers doesn't help me feel better at all.

I'm just not myself right now.

Cassie · 28-03-2011, 12:36 AM

If you ever wanna talk to me about it, you could PM me.
To be fair we've both discussed these issues privately before, albeit a while ago, but soon as you feel down, please don't hesitate to talk to me. (:
I just don't think we should bring it to this thread. Let's keep the forum POSITIVE. ;D