"Hailey"
by ichuly




14+

Description: Hey. I'm Hailey. I wrote this story, because I'm still thinking of that time and can't decide whether I was right or not. I often ask myself a question: "What if?" What if everything was different now? In my blog I called this story "Forget the name". Words are material, if you know what I mean.

Comments from the author: This is a primitive love story that I want to share with you. Forgive my bad english. Actually I wrote this story in Russian and this story is my first experience in this sphere.

Chapter 1. Prehistory




- Why are you constantly throw you clothes about the room? Who is the elder sister, anyway? - almost shouted the youngest of Mackenzie's.




- Trinity, I can't live this way any more... Almost 2 years past and I'm still thinking of him, - said Hailey Mackenzie, the eldest sister.




- To be honest, I'm sick and tired of listening to all these stories about him! Why is he still in your mind? I can tell you... Throw away every thing that reminds you about him. Stop looking at your photos, when you were together.
- It's not all about photos, - said Hailey.
- You talk too much about him and you like it. Maybe you should start a blog? - suggested Trinity.
- But what does it change?
- You can talk about him all the time, people won't judge you. They can even give some piece of advice to calm you down, - expanded Trinity, - write everything you want, describe your feelings. It could help.
- Maybe you're right.




This was the first time I started a blog.




"Hello, everybody. I'm Hailey. You're probably thinking that I'm crazy, but I truly belive that this blog will help me to gid rid of this f*ckin' thoughts. Honestly, I don't know which moment of my life would be the best to start my story. But when I think of it, I immediately think of that day".




- I love you, Hailey...
- I love you too, Rayan.




Rayan was my boyfriend, we were dating not so long, but actually we met each other more that a year ago. That time I was dating with another guy and Rayan strived to become my boyfriend. Of course I didn't like him and hid good looks. But then, something strange happened to me and I started thinking of him all the time. I loved him to distraction. But my happiness didn't last so long and we broke up. It was the horrible period in my life. I didn't download sad songs on my i-pod, I couldn't even listen to it. I didn't watch sad movies about love. And sometimes it was even hard to breathe. But now my sweetheart with me. I finally achieved this goal.




- No matter what happens, I will always be with you, - he said to me.
And he was right. I seemed to me that our relationships were pure and eternal. How typical! Something happened to him, I don't know what. We met once in a week, that's why I began to spend my time with friends. We were spoiling for a fight with each other. I still remember the day when I came to him...




- We need to talk, - he said patiently, - we should break up. Not exactly as always, but as adults.
- Why? What have I done? - I cried.
- Everything you do, you do wrong! When I ask you to come home till 12, you're always late. You're not listening to me, you wanna go party every time, you love you friends to distraction. I don't want to be with you.




- Please, give me another chance. Everything will be different, I promise.




- You'll never change. You are who you are. I made a decision. That's all.
It was humiliating for me to beg my boyfriend not to break up with me. Stupid! He should beg me not to leave, not me. And what is more important, I couldn't do anything, because HE made a decision.
I started crying and maybe it moved him to pity.
- Okay. Go home. We'll talk tommorow, - he said.




I left, full of promise and relief, but I couldn't sleep that night. I felt that something was wrong. And this feeling has never let me down.




The next morning I was waiting for his call. Silence.




It means I was right. That's why I decided to write him a msg.

Hailey: So what?
Rayan: ?
Hailey: You promised we'll talk.
Rayan: I said it you to calm down and stop crying. We won't be together.
Hailey: Now I see your love, Rayan.
Rayan: I love u, Hailey. But I can't be with you. Bye.

I didn't answer. I just was constantly watching his Facebook page.

TO BE CONTINUED..

I am very sorry I can't finish this chapter now, because I have some problems with my computer. But I'll finish it sooner or later.