The Story of a Random Girl.

[Earth Mama]

UPDATE!
[b]Episode 9


"I decided today to have a discussion with Zara and find out what's bothering her so much. She must tell me and I'll understand."



"So, Zara. If there's something bothering you, you can tell me. In fact, you never told me anything about you and we've known each other for 18 years."
"Allyn, hun. I don't like to talk about it, okay? It's personal and..."
"Maybe I can confort you and you'll feel better."



"It feels like you are regretting something. Are you in love with someone else, or..." asks Allyn.
"No, no! How could I? In fact, it's the contrary. I...hate myself."



"But, why? You are so cool!"
"It's all my past. It's got nothing to do with you. It's me! It's my fault."



"But...what did you do? Mind me asking, but... I have to know."



"Ok, Allyn. I'll tell you... here is my story."



"I remember back then when I was a kid..."



"We used to be an appearantly wealthy happy family and we had it all. We didn't have to work much to keep the home clean. We had a maid and gardener. Also, we didn't have to worry about money either. I had a big sister and a big brother."



"I lived in a big moroccan-style house and each of us had their own room. My mom inherited it from my grandpa."



"I used to be a good kid, doing chores and playing my violin. That is when I discovered my music excitement."





"My sister Emmelyn was...you know, trendy. And she liked doing what big sisters do: annoying the smallest one of the bunch."



"My brother Boris on the other hand, was a nerd."



"He was soooo excited each time he would get an A+! This would happen every day tho."



"And Em was making fun of my dorky brother alot."



"Mom and dad were kinda weird if you ask me. I mean, ok, mom would make out with him with any occasion at any time. It was kinda gross , but they didn't seem to care, since they ...loved each other so much."



"One day, as I came back from school I saw mom talking to this other guy. I thought he was just a neighbour, so I continued on bragging, being happy for my good grades would make her proud of me."



"...then the unexpected occured and MOM asked that stranger on a DATE. In front of me."



"Then I had a feeling that something BAD was going to happen."



"Of course, I told Em. And she went to mom and started to say different rumours about the guy. Mom was laughing about it as if nothing was going on, because dad was there too."



"So I've heard from daddy: One day, mommy invited him in the kitchen to have a drink together and talk about ... vacations. He wasn't suspecting anything either."



"But soon after that, dad became sleepy and passed out on the couch."



"then...the weird guy came over again."



"They made romantic stuff and were were about to do 'it' when..."



"Dad cought them! that drink wasn't so effective after all and he woke up just in time! He started to shout at mom, but she was laughing instead like 'Eh, he's doing this to me everyday. I'm terrified. That's why I want you to get rid of him somehow.'I'm pretty sure my dad was heartbroken when he's heard that nonsense."



"Then he stormed out of the room and mom still had the guts to make out with Sinjin(or whatever his name was)."



"That night Mom and Daddy had an argument. A really nasty one. That one of them has to leave the house. It was dad of course! Mom was kicking dad out of the house! He ran and never returned. Which sucked for all of us."



"I was devastated. How could that happen so fast?"



"I couldn't believe it! I thought it was a nightmare I wanted to wake-up. Mom didn't care at all about how I and my brothers were feeling. She was around the stupid jerk all the time."



"They were ignoring us and our friends from school were left with a really bad impression about my family. Plus, the guy was dancing like a retard."



"me and Em were working on a plan to make this guy's life a living hell so he would leave.."



"One day, I saw something that bothered me: mom changed her look for him and they were making out on the sidewalk for everyone's viewing pleasure. It made me sick, really..."



"I had to confront her about it: 'Mom, wake-up! What in the world do you think you're doing to us?' and I poked her well. It was my biggest mistake."



"Our TV got broken and Em told Sinjin to repair it. He got a big electric shock!"



"How we laughed at him!"



"Since then he started threatening me everyday. I think mom told him so! My older siblings didn't like it and Em would jump for me."



"then Boris started to confort me: 'Hey, if they ever do anything bad to you, you can tell me and we can work it out."



"Em was making fun of the situation all the time, to hide the fact that she was suffering as much as I. Things were way more entertaining around her."



"Once I heard noises from their bedroom and I sneaked in. I got sick when I sow them in the middle of the deed..."



"I got cought too and pushed around by that idiot for invading their privacy."



"Me and mom had to have another discussion, but she was laughing about it all the time. Then I yelled back at her and called her a 'whore'. And she was like 'what?! Who? Me? No way!'"



"Then I had to notice that Em was never yelling to mom. She continued annoying the dude instead and call him names, whatsoever."



"But sometimes Em was arguing to her too, not as bad as I to be honest."



"Soon, Em had to leave the house and find her own place in the world.Life was never going to be the same again."



"But I still had Boris around and life was better when we were together."



"Only, just for a short while, unfortunately. He has found a good job offer in another town and had to leave."





"And there I was left on my own with those two. Fighting with Sinjin was becoming a routine and after each he would go and start to cry to his...mommy. How pathetic!"



"She was encouraging him to poke me back. Gawd! He was like a spoilt 3 year old."



"And on top of EVERYTHING, He's got her pregnant! She was pregnant with a retarded baby by him. I was pretty sure I didn't want to see how it would look like!"



"I had a last argument with him about it. 'You keep your ugly baby and then shoot yourselves! I don't care what you do!Just don't follow me.'"



"Then, I left forever. I lived my teenage life on the streets since then. But it was better than going crazy with those 2 wackos. I managed somehow and got to you."



"Well, Zara I have to tell you that you did the right choice by shouting at your mom and leaving that house. Your mother was really ... for doing that to you!"
"I don't know if she really cared that I left."
"I don't think you should care about her anymore either. In fact, if she was happy with that man for the time being and then regret it, it's all her fault. I would have done the same thing if I were you."



"Yeah... I maybe should forget about my past. Everything is alright now, Zara. You have this woman near you who loves you and a loving daughter. Can you be more happy than this?"



"So Zara, I was really touched by your story. I'm so glad things worked out for you in the end. I would tell you mine as well, but there was nothing much dramatic about me and I feel bad. But I understand you. And I'm starting to understand why you don't like guys. But as long as people don't know much about us, it's alright."