What are you thinking right now?

[serp3821]

why didn't I get the job when my friend did and she doesn't even know where the job she got is at? WTF man??!!
I wish I was an adult living on my own in my apartment with my car & in college/university with a good job.
tired of always counting on my mom always. just tired and had enough of begging my mom for money at times.
don't tell me that I have EVERYTHING because that's a lie. I ask for money sometimes and she has to pay the bills, reason why I need a JOB and reason why I need to be an adult already! Like I don't wanna mature so fast but I want to be living my life already, I want to move on with my life. Sick & tired of my stupid ass family who act like idiots and manipulate ppl to their own joy. I hate everything that is at the moment. I just wish, like I have said, to be an adult already. fudge school & grades and the teachers. I had ENOUGH. Why the hell am I going to take art class and all this other sh!t that doesn't involve in what I'm going to be when I grow up? I'm just exhsausted of all this bull crap and people in this world.

Okay, got everything out. But I'm still mad! {mad}