What are you thinking right now?

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(15-02-2010 12:52 AM)CassieeBethh link Wrote:Say what? =P
You know I live with my mum, we've talked about it.
I don't know how many kids my dad has, I only know bout the one. I'm dying to see the other side of my family even though I hate them all. It's bittersweet. I want to know about my other half. I feel like half a person sometimes, when you only know half your history and half your DNA.

I know what you mean. I don't like the family from my dad's side because they never came to my mom's rescue when my dad left my mom, (not to mention that they never got married but that doesn't bother me at all ). I tell my mom that I hate my dad and she tells me not to because "he is my dad and I need to respect him" and stuff but then I tell her, "what effin respect did we get from him? he left you" But I will NEVER be like this to my children. I want to be a good cool dad that they can always count on. If, let's say God forbid I break up with my wife, I will always remember my kids and they can always look up to me.