What are you thinking right now?

[Cassie]

I dunno if I even have cousins on that side, if my dad even has brothers or sisters, I could be an aunt for all the hell I know. That's why it just winds me up, but my mum thinks it's not important. Well she grew up with a twin brother, another brother and a sister, a mum and dad, all together, a normal family, of course she's not going to think it's important. Never looks into other's shoes. {rolleyes}

Sometimes I just crave so much that my sister hadn't died, then at least I wouldn't be alone in my own internal vendetta. We'd be even poorer, but I wouldn't care..

Such is life, it is what it is. I can't wait until I'm older, hopefully a normal mum with kids who just have a normal bloody life.