why did everyone stop posting

[bambigoddess]

Poor Cassie...I'm pretty sure I know why that's a bad thing, but like Alyssa, I don't want to guess and be wrong. So you could PM it to us or something, if you'd like. That is, if you don't mind sharing.

Anyhoo, I'm alright, Alyssa. Not the best...but it's alright.

And how are things with yourself? Getting any better?

[Cassie]

Well, Bambi, I PM'd you just a few weeks ago complaining about how I didn't want my horrible dad and his Chav of a girlfriend to have anymore children - and BAM! - She gets another bun in the oven. : She only had my brother Kenzie in January. I'm not even going to say what I think of her.

Chalyssa, that's pretty much why it's a bad thing - Neither my dad or his girlfriend are good parents. They are both self-obsessed, they really suit each other. Gary (dad) does what he does to please himself, and all that hag of his wants to do is spend his money and go shopping - she thinks she is a WAG. And she pretty much is - my dad is loaded. Shame he can't spend any of that money on me. My dad doesn't help my mum towards looking after me and he does not pay his child maintenace, so that makes us rather deprived when it comes to money.

So anyway, the kids will grow up to be spoiled ittle monsters, I'm sure. And they don't deserve parents like those.

The reason I say 'might' be pregnant is because he wrang my mother yesterday and told her about how things are going where he is. This is a rare thing, mum and him rarely converse. So I knew it must be something important. My mum didn't want to tell me much after, just that I might be getting another half-sibling. That's all I needed to know.

And I'm in a slightly bad mood today... my friend Jayde has, well... I won't bore you all with the story, it's petty and not in the last interesting. But yes, I'm not too great. But don't worry, I won't depress you all.

[bambigoddess]

Well, Cassie, if you do feel like sharing...well, not that I need to tell you. Let me just say it has something to do with my PM box...

And I'm so sorry...that's truly terrible. If you do PM me, I'll share my thoughts with you then.

[ChalyssaMuch]

wow Cassie i dont mind hearing about it. because i know what a relief it is to let it all out. and im a great listener well reader in this case..and like Bambi, my pm box is always there.
=]
but i kinda figured it would be a reasoning such as that. and i am very sorry hopefully its a false alarm?
Its really sad to hear that your dad wont help you out considering he had you first..how can people be like that?? anyhow i am very very sorry Cassie and wish you the best.


and Bambi to answer your question everything seems alright today considering I woke up just a bit ago..its a new day new attitude hopefully new events that arent crappy ones.
I think possibly i'll be seeing my love again and meeting one of his sisters who is flying in from where he used to live in cali later today.. he wanted me to meet her on xmas but i was really sick ( used to happen to me at xmas time all the time..grr) anyhow so this time around I hope it happens. plus i would love to get out of this house and his other sis has baby clothes to give me anyway...and i just miss James dearly already haha.
so hopefully it all actually occurs later on today.

[bambigoddess]

Oh, well...I certainly hope everything works out. It'd be nice to just relax and have fun for a change, right?

[Cassie]

To be honest, I don't even know if I was his first... no one could guess with my dad. For all I know I could have another 20 brothers and sisters I have no idea about. :

But anyway, let's try to keep the mood happy from now on, I'm getting a bit tired listening to myself talk about all these depressing things.

Today, I found a penny on the floor. It didn't give me good luck, but it was shiny!

[bambigoddess]

Yay for the shiny-ness!

[ChalyssaMuch]

I love pennies..i really wish they had more use...cause there are so many of them these days just laying around. its a shame. i wonder how abraham lincoln feels about being stuck in piggy banks and sidewalk cracks.

[bambigoddess]

Poor Abe. I feel really bad now...

But he's also on a bill, isn't he? So he's got it good.

[ChalyssaMuch]

true..i cant remember which one..the twenty??